big decision

i do not expect that you'll be too happy about this
and i do not expect that you'll feel too kindly towards me now

but here i stand with my big decision
and i know that i've made it before
but now i'm gonna go

and it's painful to see the way that you like me
it'd be easy if we all had a switch
could just turn it off, turn it off,
and you know, sometimes i wish
that you never saw me like this

now that you've asked me to stay
i've got to say thankyou much more than you'd know
but i'm gonna go, i've got to go, i'm going to go, i've got to go